It's okay

It's okay to fall like this
As long as you're there
to catch me
and let me in.

I'll come back,
knocking at your door
again and again
after being tossed out

But don't turn your back
and walk away
because your face is what i need
and your hands in mine

Here i shiver,
even though you're here.
don't speak, don't think
Just there.

I want to reach out
hold you,
kiss you,
feel that you're alive.

Shut me out
or let me in.
I'll still be here
in the end.

You may not like it
i may be an obstacle
in the way of
your life.

If you want me to go
just say so
And i can be gone
i will be gone

Unless you let me in
unless you take my hand
unless you shut me out
unless you push me away...

I'll be here.
For you.

Oblivious

Stop.
And listen.
To what the world,
has to say
Walk.
And think.
to what you could go
to help, someday
Jog.
and feel
The pain and suffering
you say today.
then run
and run.
so you can try to,
run away.
But stop.
Just stop.
It's all going to be
fine someday

looks

You look up
you look down
and you see
I'm not around

You can think
and not to fear
I'm not here...

you may think i have left you
you may think I'm gone
But this is what it had come to
And now you know i wasn't wrong

look at me, I'm all alone now.
And you see what this has caused me.

roses for you

Thorns have roses,
delicate beauty.
roses have thorns
doused in the protection
of a single point.

Untouchable,
Precious,
blooming gracefully,
Into something...
ponderable.

red rose,pink rose
yellow and white
each it's own meaning
each it's own thorns.
All; beautiful.

Places

I place my hand on your chest
and you try to feel at rest
though you know it takes a while
through your pain i see you smile

It's a One way Street

It's a one way street
how i feel for you
our connection doesn't meet
not meant for two

I could laugh all say
s'long as you're laughing too
i could ask you to stay
but I'm not a fool

Your eyes drift around you
yet, you're all i can see.
those eyes finally look
so they're looking at me.

It's always that moment
it's the one i desire
because it's that look
that feeds this fire

it starts at my fingers
and then it does this
spreads through my body
before hitting my lips

my heart will hug it self
squeezing very tight
as i try to say i love you
it's a battle i can't fight

It's no use to say words
because you can't be with me
you look at my person
and it's a friend you see

your eyes turn away
and my eyes to my lap
you have so much power(over me)
So i give you that...=)

Angst

I can pass you in the hallway,
you can look through my being.
so I go on, I keep on walking
Because obviously i'm not worth seeing.

Sitting by me

Watch me,
teach me,
want me,
tease me,
is all the things you do.
You like many but,
can there be me and you?

Melody of the Story

  Slowly my violin cries;

As the bow weeps across the strings.

The tone swells in the air

                 and

                 the notes

            drop

         to the cold floor.

    The readied position,

as the violin takes a       breath.

Quick;

My bow as it jumps.

Notes sing and wake the air.

A pop to my step

            and a twirl to the dance,

we swirl and swing as one.

The

            short

                        notes

                                    chirping

                                                    sweetly.

A gentle sway to the rhythm.

The bow happily eases,

and encourages the notes from hiding.

A leisurely descent,

as the notes recede.

The air sits unruffled;

                                    And still.